during the beginning of this year my goal was to try my best to quit porn and masterbation completely.. sounds easier than I thought as I'm sure a lot of us have come to realized... I found nofap I saw the videos I've read yourbrainonporn.com Reddit articles and all... I've done streaks I think my longest was 35 days which was like a couple weeks ago but as I'm sure you guys can already tell, I'm back in the self sabatoging cycle.. honestly i don't even enjoy watching porn or masturbating anymore now it's just has become something that pops into my head and I end up having to do it.. before my will was stronger and more capable of withstanding the urges and I would do pretty well with my streaks, each one becoming longer and me feeling more motivated after each relapse..but now my mind and my will just seem extremely weak...I want to beat this but how can i if i don't even think I want to anymore..
Maybe this site is in option for you. They have an encouraging reward system. https://fortifyprogram.org
