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Became a sissy/femboy cause of porn :(

Discussion in 'Porn-Induced Sexual Dysfunctions' started by Axelrod, Aug 18, 2020.

  1. Aug 18, 2020 #1
    Axelrod

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    Hi guys I'm 20 & from India ,years(8)of BLACKED porn addition im having this bad fetish of getting blacked (sex with a guy) (being a sissy male )I'm not gay but the porn makes me think I am always ,. I used to watch BBC porn and nothing else all day!! My life sucks I'm thinking I'm no good for the women around me , I've lost the dating or having a relationship nature from within .. I dress a bit fem now (nothing wrong with being fem as a guy) but I was a alpha male and now im questioning my sexuality(I wasn't like this it's cause of porn) (also got a fem-haircut,wax etc...)
    But since past 20days I've started nofap but my head is still about this and my I don't know how to do it , I wanna be a man again with a normal life with a girl who I love ...
    I experienced "PIED" with I was with my girl & she dint say anything!!
    Please guys what is the best I could do to get out this addiction and be back to life !!!
     
    Axelrod, Aug 18, 2020
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  2. Aug 19, 2020 #2
    UnitedWeStand

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    Visit a therapist and speak to him, stick to nofap i guess this is enough!
     
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  3. Aug 31, 2020 #3
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    Actually fetishes are a result of deep down emotional misunderstandings according to my observation. I personally did not escalate to the level you may have but I would like to say that things happening in our life outside of porn have a direct influence on the fetish we have.I am not that experienced in all this gender things but I would say that when I was being a Nice Guy chasing a Bad Girl I unconsciously developed a transwoman fetish.(Lack of Dominance on my part I think was the root issue there.)

    If you ask me I would say, relax and take it slow & realize this as a process. You are a MAN, although your brain has been confused a bit around sexuality. Every human is a mixture of masculine & feminine traits. But yeah maintaining healthy sexual preferences is absolutely essential. I would say start research.
    No person can't expect a full transition from one form of sexuality to another within a snap. It takes time but I would say if you really tried, definitely within an year or so everything would be changed & you won't even feel the desires anymore which are messing up your mind right now.
    After you are done reading this post, maybe see Universal Man channel . Or read Rebooting as the Best Remedy by Soaring Eagle. Follow teachings of others. Do not identify your worth as a person or your identity to your sexual preferences (at least in the short run). Do something about this. Forums can only take you this far.
    I would again say this, start research.
    Here's a guy's journey who seems to have had a similar past to you.
    That's all I have.
     
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