Hello guys, this is my first post. I'm ready to quit everything now. I am almost 21 years old, a college student, and just got out of a year long relationship with a girl who saving herself for marriage. Needless to say, I really got hooked the past year and i noticed how it negatively impacts my life. I have been watching porno and fapping since 8 or 9 years old, and it obviously has had an impact on my life. I am always tired all the time. I feel like I have low testosterone. I have problems with staying hard for more then a few minutes, and even when I am, it is half there. I can't last longer than a few minutes. Havent had a morning wood for years. I cant sleep without fapping. Minimal sex drive. I have low confidence. I am ready to start ASAP, and i dont want to put this off. I am excited to join the community and start this.
You're 21 and listed just about every negative side effect of PMO. You are so young and you deserve a better life. Stay strong! You can overcome this. Good luck.
I am becoming the man i want to be, and that man is one who doesnt need to get sexual gratification from watching other people do the things i want tk be doing! I am glad i am fighting young. I didnt realize i was concidered young compared to other people on here. I looked, and there are people in their late middle ages! I hope i didnt cause irreversible damage to my brain and sex life!
I'm quite confident you can heal. Your worries are justifiable though. When you write it all down like you did it, it is scary as shit I'm sure. You will go through a whirlwind of emotions just remember you didn't get this way over night and it will take time to heal. Find some mates here and share how you feel. I guarantee you will find someone who can get you through the tough days.
I am excited! Day one is today! I know it is uphill from here, but i know it gets easier. Im hoping that if i put my energy into the things i want to focus on in my life that it will help me. Im trying to analyze what my triggers are at the moment.
