Been at this a long time.

Discussion in 'New to NoFap' started by spinnaker19987, Jan 7, 2019.

  1. spinnaker19987

    spinnaker19987 New Fapstronaut

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    I've attempted to abstain from PMO for periods of time in the past, the longest time being about 45 days, but never been to that 90 day reset goal. I want to change and better myself and I know I can. I'm sick of porn having its hooks so deep in my life for such a long time and I want it out of my mind for good. I started masturbation young, around 13, and it never ceased up until about a year ago when I found myself in the first serious and intimate relationship in my life, and I realized how detrimental porn and masturbation can be on intimate physical relationships. It was the first time I was "in love" and I was lucky enough to have her stick around and try to understand my addiction, but in the end it was pointless as the relationship crashed and burned into us splitting up. I want to show my family and friends that I can be a better man for them and myself. I've never really been online in forums and pages with lots of threads so I would appreciate and helpful advice or guidance.
     
  2. scott3085

    scott3085 Fapstronaut

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    well im new to this stuff we can all do it together we just have to hold each other accountable
     
  3. scott3085

    scott3085 Fapstronaut

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    my longest streak was 13 days and i had a big relapse welcome to the site hopefully we can guide each other to the promise land
     
  4. spinnaker19987

    spinnaker19987 New Fapstronaut

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    I hope so. Theres that golden gate waiting for us to open, we just have to be strong enough to open it.
     
  5. scott3085

    scott3085 Fapstronaut

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    its tough though cause were bombarded by sex images since a young age
     
  6. scott3085

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    im a pretty chilled cool guy but i think it was porn that never allowed me to have a real relation ship i always wanted to stay home half the time
     
  7. spinnaker19987

    spinnaker19987 New Fapstronaut

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    Have you ever told anyone in person about your addiction?
     
  8. scott3085

    scott3085 Fapstronaut

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    one of my friends yea we both decided to quit tired of feeling lousy low energy
     
  9. scott3085

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    i could feel the raw sexual energy when i didn't do it as soon as you do your fucked and gotta start over
     
  10. scott3085

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    i only slipped up a pmoed this morning and that was it if i make it through the night i can get back on my horse