Beginning again.... again

I'm technically not a newbie, but I'm posting here because I still feel like one. I started off strong when I joined in January and I've gotten lost somewhere along the way. I've let my passions take the control away from me again.

I've been going through a series of relapses recently and I'm sick of myself now.... so I'm resetting the counter, deleting the pictures, clearing the browser history, shutting the laptop, getting out of bed and into a cool shower.

I want my brain back
I want to look at a woman and see a companion not a sex object
I want to look at my wife and see my wife, not a porn star

Thank you all for being here
Be speaking to you soon.....

 

Thank you