Close enough to one year to make it one year

Discussion in 'Success Stories' started by thejuiceman, Feb 23, 2016.

  1. thejuiceman

    thejuiceman Fapstronaut

    I decided to make a post, as another pat on the back, and to fight some urges.
    Short synopsis of my story-starting jacking off to porn around the 8th grade. Continued to age 32. Major problems with social anxiety, nervousness, grogginess, and moody as shit. There was a time when I had a good terabyte of porn. I would even go to Best Buy and buy an external hard drive because I was in so deep.

    Around this time last year, I decided I have had enough. I also realized that with all of my jacking off, I was single. The only thing I had to show for it, was a smaller bank account because I was into some wicked shit and had to go to pay sites to go get it. I also had major ED. I couldn't keep it up with any chick. Impossible. This one girl even asked me why it was so hard for me to get off. I knew the answer.

    Did I stumble and fall during this process, yes. I believe everyone does. But whenever I did relaspe, I felt dirty inside. Like the voice inside of me saying this is horrible and wrong just grew stronger. Also, whenever I was jacking off to porn, I always had an internal struggle of whether this was right or wrong. I don't have that any more. Of course who doesn't want to orgasm, but it doesn't end their for porn addicts. You get more and more extreme as time passes on.

    Finally, the struggle is worth it. I interact better with people. I smile more, and I also don't have a secret shame to whatever I was doing. I dont view women as pieces of meat that I undress constantly because I was looking at porn for 12 hours straight only stopping to eat. Keep up the good work.
  2. LeadLuckyHome

    LeadLuckyHome Fapstronaut

    Yay! Are you one year clean! Thats amazing!
  3. RiverOaks

    RiverOaks Fapstronaut

    Congrats on making it a year man, that's awesome!
  4. Erich@hatebate

    [email protected] Fapstronaut

    Wowwww soluteeee amazing inspiring can you tell me more benifits?

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