Could do possibly more !

I see a lot of stuff on the internet, not knowing if it's true or not, but still not everything is untrue ! People saying that they started programming at the age of 11 and currently at my age, 17 They say, " I have started two companies so far, I am a SEO expert ! I develop web-pages and have so far developed more than a 100 web-pages ! " and stuff like that. So basically till date I thought it was okay to be like the way I am, lazy, not possibly thinking much about what to be doing in the near future seriously and then, not spending my time wisely ! but, seeing these stuff, just makes me feel bad, I mean, I could have done that ! I could have atleast learnt something that could prove to be so useful to me , and possibly could even have earned some money ! I mean, maybe that's not what I want so much now ! But, earning some money all by myself at such a young age by doing something you are enthusiastic about , that could have possibly made me feel great ! I mean, I clearly lost a chance to have an upperhand here !

I also want to know like, how and where from can a person come to gain knowledge on these stuff ? I feel like I have already wasted 6 years just playing, watching porn, jerking off ! I mean, seriously what are all these ? These didn't help me in any way ! Those could have ! So, If anyone could possibly tell me about any source I could learn anything related to programming , or anything at all related to computers, I would be so happy to use that ! And, if anyone could tell me what all to be doing to learn in a more efficient way, It could possibly help more !

And excuse me if there were possibly a lot of " Possibly's " in here !

 

That sounds like a long way to go ! It may take so long ! But, still I will sure try to reboot ASAP.