Hello my dear Friends! I want to tell my story about struggle. Im over 30 years old now, well educated, pretty handsome and athletic guy. I've had one longer relationship in my 20's and life was ok then. Had good sex with my girlfriend and everything worked like a charm. After we broke up (other reasons), I started to PMO and objectify women. I've had sex with so many women and I'm very shamed of about it. I couldn't get enough of having sex and I wanted raise my "head count". Every new girl was like a new dope for my brain. There were some special girls I liked more and I have thoughts to go in a relationship. At the beginning, sex was godlike and there were no any problems. After few times with same girl, I started to have some ED. I wanted more! That was the problem, I wanted a new shot of dopamine. Girls did not understand me having a dead dick and every girl disappeared. I was so young and did not realise what was the problem. I continued my good life with myself, PMO and hunting new women. This year 2016, I met a girl of my life. You know what happened, awesome sex at the beginning but after couple times I had ED problems. I was faking her I'm stressed and alcohol are the reasons for my ED. Of course, I did not tell her about my PMO and of my past wild life. She understands me and says "It's OK". I went to google, searching about ED problems and I ended up in yourbrainonporn site. Is this really a reason I asked my self? I realised PMO was the problem. I had done PMO like over 10 years, every day and sometimes two or three times in a day. Now I've quit PMO completely, no more porn, masturbation and searching good looking chicks on Instagram and Facebook. I started my reboot one month ago and I think my brains are starting work normally. I went to a urologist to measure my T-levels but levels were okay. I also got some pills to get strength for my erections. I know pills are not the cure for ED but I think those helped me to get my self confidence back. Now, I'm having sex of my life, strong morning erections and real women gets me hard every day. Life is good now. I have a wonderful girlfriend and I'm living my life without porn. I think I've become man, not boy anymore. My self confidence is now much more better and I do more things like cooking and sports. Just to tell you, quit now and start to live your life. This is hard subject for all boys and men. I wanted to tell my story to help you dear fellows.