Day 155: Good News

Today is my 155th day on hard mode, and I think I feel better right now than I have at any other point in my streak. I've had a lot of ups and downs, yes, but I legitimately feel like I'm seeing a lot of long-term growth and progress.

More good news...
Yesterday, I had a real date for the first time in a long time. I was very nervous at first, but it actually went really well. With every passing minute, I felt more confident and more relaxed, which I have to say was such a tremendously positive surprise.

Crazily enough, I'm starting to feel like I CAN have success dating. (For a long time, it felt like I would never be able to go out there and connect romantically with new people.) Now that PMO is a thing of my past, I can become the person that I want to be.