I am trying again and I think with the desperation of a dying man. Going into day 3 so it doesn't get difficult until next week or something else comes up. I wish you all the best and appreciate what you share and your level of honesty. All I know is I am an addict and part of me is deeply saddened by the trainwreck and confusion and part has hope that it isn't too late to experience genuine love and great balance with body mind and spirit. Best wishes, JD
Keep trying, bud. There's really no other option. Pushing forward is your only choice and someday it will be worth it. We're together in this mess and just how we placed ourselves in it, it's our duty to get ourselves out. Stay strong!
