Day 5, inspired after a breakup

So I did not set out to do this initially, but here I am. In part a big change recently was that I broke up with my girlfriend and I figure I might as well do this for me. We broke up for big picture different directions reasons, fortunately not related to sex/porn/masturbation. Although there were times where I wasn't that interested in sex because I had already relieved myself recently, but that was not the core issue for us (of course it didn't help)

A few years ago I noticed as I was getting out of another relationship and getting more depressed my porn habits were getting more obscure. And those fetishes seemed to taper somewhat when I got into a new relationship. But eventually they came back and remained a fixture of my sexual habits (although they were a secret kept from my gf). I could keep them from getting too out of control, but I definitely lacked complete mastery over myself. So I'm hoping this will help me achieve that.

I've always been a person with impulse control problems (binge eating junk food, etc) and I've largely relied on making these temptations unavailable, but porn is always available now. And I don't think making something unavailable necessarily builds discipline (which I want).

Anyway hope I make it! Thanks for the site, it will definitely be helpful

 

Thanks, yeah I've been doing a lot of reflecting recently, trying to find my passion and what not, this tends to be the way it goes at 29 I hear.