Do I have porn addiction

Discussion in 'New to NoFap' started by VeryUnderstanding, Mar 2, 2016.

  1. VeryUnderstanding

    VeryUnderstanding Fapstronaut

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    Hey everyone im pretty sure i have it i would watch porn all day everyday nearlly but barely flick through it and just look at it i usually would type what i wanted to see masturbated to it even edging alot once i was finished i would exit the video, photos on the other hand i would spend more time flicking through masturbating for longer id say i could never go a day without it

    I did get into mostly everysingle porn catagory in the book.. except bi or gay i did get into shemales tho by accident i was flicking through seen the title shemale or something around that clicked it and was so aroused.. i didnt go looking for it tho came across it and it trapped me haha kinda like a bear trap... walking through the woods stumbled on something and got trapped.. woods being porn sites and trap being the shemale videos but the damage is done.. they still arouse me too this day but thats after 7years of porn i can just always remember the serious erections i got from it

    Also have gay thoughts about my self and alot of anxiety..
    Id say its hocd

    But yeah if anyone wants to shed some light im currently at 14days reboot 11 days no PM and 3 days No PMO i gave up the orgasim too told my girlfriend and she was cool about it she kind of understands
     
  2. NFI_Freedom

    NFI_Freedom Fapstronaut

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    I'm not really seeing a question, just a lot of statements. Is your question, what's your sexual identity?
     
  3. VeryUnderstanding

    VeryUnderstanding Fapstronaut

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    Do i have a porn addiction and is it my problem ? I know deep down im straight but lately ive been on a downward spiral
     
  4. NFI_Freedom

    NFI_Freedom Fapstronaut

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    No one can know, is the basic answer. You want to know? Stop watching porn, for good. If you can't, then you're probably addicted.

    As for the sexual preference stuff. There is research to suggest that even straight men, who only want women and only desire women, will sometimes watch gay porn. It's not the nature of the porn, it's the shock value that gets you going. You enjoy the rush you get from it and it's simulating. I and no one can tell you what your sexual preference is. So, it's a path you need to discover yourself. I'd start with removing porn out of your system, wait until you're fully recovered, then work it out.

    There is a book called, Your Brain on Porn: Internet Pornography and the Emerging Science of Addiction, that I recommend you read. It talks about it more, as well as other stuff.
     
  5. NFI_Freedom

    NFI_Freedom Fapstronaut

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  6. Purity of Speech

    Purity of Speech Fapstronaut

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    Why beat around the bush? 'Yes', you are a porn addict. The attraction to shemales will probably go back into latency when you recover and start to get your fix more from the psychosexual connection with your girl.
    Women fake a lot of sexual arousal for all kinds of reasons & ends and therefore men look for/are aroused by indicators of real arousal in woman, such as moaning, shivers or squirting. Shemales often do not so much indicate homosexuality as a desire to see genuine arousal indicators in females, as we have them as men (erections, ejaculations). It's a bit desperate, of course, and doesn't really work as these are really men.
     
  7. NFI_Freedom

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    Cause we're not doctors.
     

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