Edging more of a problem than PMO for me, anyone else?

Ive come to the conclusion that Edging is far more addicitive than watching P.
Ive onlyjust figured this out to be honest. I mean ive done 130 odd days of no PMO however there have been certain times in that duration that I have edged without even knowing.

Especially in the morning watching tv in bed or maybe at night at certain times.

I was also in dillusion thinking that I had gone HARD MODE. I did for a while but then I must have gotten so horney that i edged from time to time without evening knowing i was doing bad.

The most fcked up thing is i encountered sx the other night and the week leading upto it I edged about 3/4 times before that. Them edging times could have definatly fcked up my experience with that girl that night!

Im kicking myself right now, however Im feeling SO STRONG and have drawn out a new calander and written HARD MODE on thetop in big BOLD letters. ticking off day by day that i dont edge. For me, PMO is DONE! Its filth, its not real and it aint worth getting caught on it either! LOL Stay Strong people.

All your comments are welcome! Have a nice day.

 

Thanks! There's some decent comments and info on that site!

Although I feel a little stupid as I DID edge about 5 times in my 130days I also have overcame watching P. So it wasnt ALL a waste of time!

I Guess that was my "challange 1" and my new challenge is "no edgeing" Im going to start another counter now.

 

Lol. Are u sereous? I will end up pissing everywhere and my mom's will kill me

 

10days since i lasted edged! I was smoking a ciggarette out the window yesterday and i suddenly got a huge erection out of nowhere without me touching anything. Signs of progress I think?