Excited

Hello
17, today is my first day as a member of the nofap community.

Started to M at a decent age, 12 or 13. From there it has been a wild ride.

In short, I M-ed every day, at my craziest about 3-4 times a day, after a while porn became boring, couldnt really enjoy my O as I used to, so I discovered some of my hidden fetishes. About once a month I skipped school to freely enjoy myself at home, skipped after school activities just to get off. Soon I started to fap late in the night, so I began to wake up sleep deprived and tired, it felt horrible especily after these long faps. Sometimes I even spent 3 hours fapping, while searchig for the perfect material. I even made a collection... its filled with so much stuff, ahh, but I think its time to stop. The recent events inspired me to participate in nofap. Its really hard to explain, there was a ball(party), in short, I had never really danced with a girl like I did it that night, i finaly found my courage to ask a girl for a dance, and it was very akward at first, but there was this incredible feeling afterwards, felt so unusual, after a few songs I really got into it, even tried a few new dance moves. But for me the magic was in the last songs, at first it was like a regular dance just spinning and walking in the rythm, but then, suddenly, I had no idea how I did it, we were dancing really close together, for about 4 minutes. It was so relaxing, we stared in eachothers eyes a few times, could have kissed her, but im a newbie in that so I didnt want to ruin the moment.

So to conclude, that moment was so much more than a fap could ever be, even now I feel like I am filled with this awesome power, energy, confidence in myself. Feel like fapping is only bringing the negative things into my life!

Supper excited to take part in nofap.

Feel awesome, cant wait till it gets harder for me, so I can test myself.