Father Son And Holy Spirit.. what does it mean to you? discussion please

my understanding of.. 'father, son and holy spirit'

father and son... my conciousness is the 'son'. father is my connection to heaven, The part of heaven that stays with me through death
the holy spirit is the baby i carry.
i was born a soul... the three describe me as a whole

father stays with the son in death, and joins with heaven in birth
the son is part of my soul as is the father
and the baby universe i carry is my charge, my baby my holy spirit (we all carry one)
the son protects the baby from harm

while baby learns from heaven and heaven in turn learns from baby... lots and lots of experience

beautiful, valuble experience
i call 'heaven'..'mum'