To me the damage from his fapping and lying is already done, and I don't think I can come back from it. He now has stopped allegedly but instead of looking at porn he ogles every woman that walks by, I'm embarrassed and it already kills what little self esteem I had left. He can't orgasm with me and now he's starting to have actual ED. He feels nothing during sex and goes soft but I know he could fap to porn in two seconds. I'm starting to dread sex with him. It's painful it takes forever and all it does is remind me that's he's not attracted to me, that I'm a failure and will never be enough for him and do I don't want sex anymore. I suggested he just Fapp and allow me to find a man who actually wants to be with me. It hurts a lot but I just realize now whatever he needs in bed I can't do or be it. I think it's time to give up.