Hello, I don't want to write a boo boo cry story here, but I have been feeling quite lonely for several years. I'm currently 25 years old and feel like a failure if I compare my life to the one's of other people. But I have been growing last year when I got out of my comfort zone and did an exchange program in Brazil. I lost my virginity here which was a big obstacle for my self worth, at that time things went really well. Hooked up with multiple girls there, and have grown a lot. However, I'm currently back in my own country living with my parents again which brought me back into a pitfall. I do not really have a choice as I need to finish my studies. But I think PMO is a big part of my low self esteem. I am going to try to stop it for a while and see how things go.