Fell off the horse

I know this is probably not the right forum to post my relapse, but I was posting here the most. Made 10 days, but stress from plumbing problems, having to work extra hours, and an ear problem made it easier to give in. I got to the obsession point again and gave it full power in the name of relief. One thing I'm glad about is I'm human and knowing I'm not alone with this struggle, and that it's been said there will be relapses along the way. I have no desire for a chaser right now, I'm whipped and in that "hangover" state and will try to aim for 10 days and beyond. It's discouraging after trying to help others that I fell so easily. But I haven't wandered off to fapland, I'm still here.

 

Thank you buddy, I appreciate that - we are in this together for one another.

 

Oh I'm sneaky alright. I only wish that were true so I could post in Unrelated Topics. Keep the horse under you at all times.

 

I believe this or I wouldn't have come back so quick. I see I'm not alone and that there is strength in numbers. Thanks -

 

And you as well buddy! Thank you and keep moving forward.

 

What I didn't realize up until now is the level of support here and what it really means, and those who are fighting and don't give up, even if just a few or no days under their belt are very credible and inspirational. Thank you. Motivators all.