After 9 months porn free and mo free for long periods up to 40 days I fell back into it. Causing me to have stronger urges than before. It was a great experiences those 9 months but right now I'm in a bad place. I even hooked up in a men's room and have been going to men's room and gym shower in hopes of hooking up again. This comes from watching porn of this happening. In my normal state of mind I'd never do this! I'm successful in most every way but a sexual failure and unable to sustain a relationship. I'm afraid this might start effecting other parts of my life. IM SCARED! Very depressed today and want to PMO to feel better. I'm about to go outside and mow to try to keep my hand off my penis!
Realized today how absolutely starved I am for friendship, touch and intimacy! Soul sick from a lifetime of this.
Welcome to NoFap where you are amongst friends who are here to encourage you and sometimes challenge you but not judge you. The enemy is here to steal, kill and destroy. What are your current strategies for combating the enemy called PMO?
