Alright gentlemen. So my story starts from accidentaly watching a beautiful practitioner yoga in youtube. Can't help but go to bathroom and fap. Regret it fully. After that, i decided to quit MO, not only P. 3 weeks, and my body signal that i need an O so badly. The urge to sex coming to me 3 times a day, morning(strongest), noon, and afternoon. If i fight the urge(not fulfill their demand) my body respond with a strange response(depression). I got flatline at 5th week, but the morning wood become stronger again after that and goes weaker cause of depression(no O makes this, tbh). Relapsed to MO due to a stress buildup from nofap, i fought with my mother, i dont want to help my father and i dont have appetite to eat. Because i know my D would be sensitive because its been 54 days already. I just enjoy the process, the touch, the feeling. And i lasted 15 mins! Also, 1 O not enough for me. I tried again, and it getting hard fast, again. I do it again, no worries about how long i last, enjoy the touch, the feeling. And... I got the most intense O in my life. Today, i fapped again to ensure if my PE already cured or not. And after that, i really know, its real. My PE cured, even i can control when to O. The point is: 1. Never think how long you last, just enjoy it 2. Brain is the strongest sexual organ 3. Enjoy it, do it gently and use your non dominant hand 4. If you feel the point of no return, dont panic, just enjoy: breath, gulp some saliva, also be happy about it. 5. You need focus while practicing ANYTHING SEXUAL 6. Kegel really does help 7. PHSYCOLOGICAL SIDE IS VERY IMPORTANT 8. NEVER DO IT WITH PORN 9. NOFAP INCREASE YOUR VITALITY The last thing is, i want to do kegel often again and stays nofap, for now i target 60-70 days without MO. You know i think this journey, like tapering with anti deppresant. I hope i can do real sex(get married) soon, and my wife ready cause i need at least 3 rounds to really satisfied(3 Orgasm) The MO relapse makes me want to do real sex more. PS: ofc i do it without P. And i will never get back to that shitty show
