**Possible Triggering**
Hows it going people?
You might have seen some of my posts regarding my DE problem. DE is why I started NoFap several months ago now.
I just wanted to say for the first time I can honestly say NoFap has saved me.
Im finally (nearly) there, to recovery i mean.
As i stated in a post a couple of weeks ago, I had Intercourse with a girl and couldnt finish even after 130 days of NoFap. However i did EDGE several times during that period. BUT i started a new counter for no EDGING.
Anyways, I met the same girl last night and for the first time in my entire life I finished inside the girls Vagina. I have NEVER felt so powerful in my entire life at the time of me finishing. Ive NEVER been able to, and ive had my fair share of sexual encounters.
There was a time when i was blaming my DE on being drunk, however last night i had a nice amount of beer and vodka and was pretty much nearly drunk and STILL finished. Now i know Im still recovering and I shouldnt get to confidant as I could get DE again......Im just gonna keep focused.
Anyone out there suffering from DE. You'll be fine, Just Quit P and quit Edging! Its no good for you, fck the urges, fight the urges! Its filth! Save your energy for the real thing as you will enjoy that 1million times better than a pixel ona computer!
I cant wait to see what happens next.
Any replys will be much appreciated
Thankyou!
One Love