First naked women in my life

I was like 16 aged teenage and at time i wasnt aware of nofab that much and used to masturbate on a regular bases , everybody knows that the age of 11 to 18 is to do mistake cause we were innocent at that time. I live in a big house where there is adequate amount of rooms which is totally empty so my mum decided to rent those rooms thus one time, a newly married couple came in our house as a renters and both husband and wife nature was like family and they never treat us like landlord , the wife was very young and pretty attractive too, she wore different different types of traditional outfit on which she look even more beautiful , after some years they decided to change the location of the rooms along with the volume cause as i told you that they were newly married couples so the amount of guest and relatives were huge and they can't live comfortably, so they moved to a different rooms where there were two big rooms and one small kitchen , one bathroom , one washroom along with big hall. In the hall there was a flat roof from where the air can pass easily, and anybody can see through that without any attention of someone. And at time i was very fond of flying kites and just looking at cuted kite to catch it so one day what happened that I went on the roof while the timing was deep evening and sun was down totally so I reached to the roof without the attractive women attention and she wasn't aware that I was on the terrace than she woke up from bed and started to pursed some household activities like cleaning the house and floor and i was just looking on sky but i realize real quick that there was no kite flying cause there was dark sky

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so i sit upset on the corner of flat roof and than i saw that the attractive women was cutting vegetables without any Scarfe which she was mostly wear and than u saw her real beauty and treasure the vast t**s along with white skin, so i feel some hornyness in my mind and i was there for ample time and i was indulged intensely at staring at and she wasn't aware that someone from upside the roof was watching after that she completed the vegetable stuff and she was using phone at the hall for some time than she started to change her clothes in the other side of room so i changed the pov and i was able to see her clearly but my heart was pumping like a jet engine and i was afraid a little bit that if she watch me so she will think wrong about me and i willn't able to make eye contact with her but i watch her without any moral, than i saw that she was naked totally along with big juicy tits which make my penis turn on totally and i was like found somethin treasure and after that she removed her lower body outfit i wasnt able to see her Pu**y but i saw her big and dark pubic hair. than real quick she changed all the dress but started the lust fire inside my body than i did relapse on the roof immediately and i felt very calm after jerking off it was my 1st time when i saw a naked women in my real life i had watched already so many naked women but their were all from the imagination porn stuff ( real is real). Than i came to downstairs than the attractive women asked me to when i was gone on Terris and i said in the 6pm than she said ok like normal conversation. i always try to watch her and see the tits through her clothes my pov was changed totally and one more day i saw her tits so deeply' she was doing tailoring where her bra was so down and i saw the scars of her milky soft boobs which make me force to relapse and there are so many naughty memories i have of her even i got obsession of her toes and face, she was so Se*y and very seductive but sadly she is no more with me cause she bought a new house and

she moved there but i still have number of her but as i mature i realized that wasted time and hoped for love where it was not possible for going to happen cause the rules of the world and society don't work through our emotions , feelings and our lust and i know that but that time was wonderful i miss those times.