Hi everybody, tonight I had sex for the first time after my reboot. Please note this post mat contain potential TRIGGERS. Quick background I’m 28 and first found out I had PIED when I was 25. I did some reboots, but fell back into PMO. I then was in a relationship for a year and didn’t watch any porn during this time, although I constantly engaged in porn subs (pictures of bikini models and similar stuff): I was really aroused by my gf of the time but, probably because of the porn subs, sex wasn’t great (I would sometimes go soft during intercourse and enjoyed oral sex much more than penetration - and I could tell she wasn’t often that much pleased by penetration) which contributed to the end of the relationship. I then got a bit more serious and, after a 120+ days hard-mode reboot, I felt healed, but didn’t have the opportunity to try sex and ended up relapsing again. You can find out more about my story at this post: https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.php?threads/no-progress-after-90-days-am-i-in-a-flatline.125557/ Update and experience Lately I’ve been doing more of a soft-mode reboot. I haven’t watched porn since October and haven't masturbated for the last 16 days. I’ve been seeing a girl for a few weeks and went to her place yesterday night. As a side note, the last time I was sexually with a girl was more than a year ago. We fooled around for a while and then I came pretty fast from oral (guess that’s because I hadn’t orgasmed in a while). This morning, however, we tried penetration. I was hard enough to penetrate and orgasm (not as quickly as the night before, but I didn’t really last long), but I definitely wasn’t as hard as I hoped. Again I think I enjoyed the oral from the night before more than the penetration (which I don’t think is a great sign). I kind of had the same feeling I used to have when having sex with my (see above): it just didn’t feel super great, even if I orgasmed. Your view What do you think about all of this? Do you think I just need to get used to sex again? I was hoping to make some progress if I continue to experience actual sex with a real girl. But on the other side, I feel it would have been better, if I had a longer streak.