First week

Hi!

I'm new around here, so I thought I'd introduce myself. I'm 35, male, have been PMOing for well about 15-16 years now (just masturbating for a few years before - no Internet connection back then). I haven't masturbated in a week now, since I learned about this website.
I've already lost a partner after a 6-years relationship (not only but also) due to porn & masturbation. I'm glad she left in the end, but this led me to some pondering and I tried to quit PMO - found out I couldn't. So I shrugged it off. But now I'm in another relationship and this time I REALLY WANT this to work - she's just perfect for me! I'm quitting PMO not only for her (she can't stand porn), but primarily because of me - I'm now so hooked to porn that sometimes I have to imagine cheap girls from porn scenes when I'm having sex with her. It's either that or failure. And I absolutely hate it like this. I just wanna make love to my girlfriend and enjoy it, not feel like shit because of regrets. I want our sex life to be purified and true. Sometimes I prefer failing to these images but at other times the orgasm craving hits so hard I just can't help myself. And I guess that in a way, I'm untrue to her. This must end!

I'm thrilled about this place, hoping to learn more about my issue, hoping to get rid of it finally, to get support at hard times and, naturally, to be here for people with the same problem. We can do it!