Getting on with Life

Hello together,

I am 28 years old and I probably struggle with porn since I am 14 years old. At the start I didn't know that I have a problem, because I was shy with girls and did not have many expiriences with them.
The first time I realised that I have a problem, was probably at the age of 22. I met a beautiful girl and after some time we tried to get intimate, but I couldn't. I just felt dead inside. The relationship deteriorated from that point on. It took me another year to find out that porn was a big part of the problem. Since then I tried to overcome porn addicton on my one with no real sucess. I managed to go for 60 to 70 days with out, but in the end I relapsed. Time just flew by and I'm still not closer to my goals.

It is a huge step for me to post in this community because I have build big walls around myself and I'm not really an online person. I hope to find something to hold myself more accountable and finally start my life for real.