Greetings Fapstronauts!

Discussion in 'New to NoFap' started by waldo100, Jun 2, 2014.

  1. waldo100

    waldo100 New Fapstronaut

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    Hello all!

    I am 22 years old and I am trying to get over my porn addiction.
    I got to know that I was addicted a few months back when I thought to myself that this was just WRONG. And I tried to give up the habit.

    I felt that it was slowly taking control of my life and was killing me on the inside.
    My prayers felt empty. I was desensitized, looking shamelessly and taking every opportunity to look and gaze to satisfy my urge. Physically, I was in torpor. I feel this overwhelming guilt and disgust with myself.
    Also everything around is so hyper sexualised billboards, magazines, music videos etc.
    It's so easy to fall into but tough to get out.

    I decided to quit Porn & Masturbation a lot of times. I did 50 days but then I saw something sexual and I relapsed. I dusted myself up and got back on track this time i went only for two weeks. Since then on I haven't gone more than 3 weeks. But I haven't lost hope and yea here I am.

    Peace!
     
  2. aaron92

    aaron92 Fapstronaut

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