Almost all gay porn I ever watched had a fantasy of a repressing guy finally embracing his desires and having fun time with a man for the first time. This fantasy of overcoming resistance to urges is more arousing to me than gay sex itself. I thought a lot about having a hook up. I don't want to develop a habit of having hook ups and embracing casual sex lifestyle. On the other side I feel that trying for once in real life may kill the fantasy, gay sex won't be this taboo anymore. I felt it might be another rationalisation. What do you guys think? Did you acted on your urges? How it went?
Yes, I have. And it cured me for awhile, several months, but then I'm craving it again. Not kissing or snuggling or anything like that. Just the desire to give and receive BJs and possibly, although I haven't, try the top/bottom thing.
This group is not very active, but 8 hope someone is looking at it. This morning my wife confronted me because I have been looking at shirtless actors on line. I did not masturbate, but she does not believe me. In my mind, I do no consider those pictures porn, but I was looking at them for the purposes of arousal. Am I deluding myself? Please be honest, b
Line between sublimation and porn is very thin. But if you looked at them for arousal, I would say yes. Try to avoid it.
