Has anyone else ever felt like this after a relapse on porn or artificial sexual stimulation. That the women you might be watching and looking at on cam sites, porn sites, social media sites, and then just thinking to yourself man what I would give to have my way sexually with her? Almost to the point that this can actually cause you to experience a low mood? Because for me I am an average looking guy, very under confident, a lot of anxiety issues etc. I just don't overall have the best mental health. So I don't really do well with women, and I have never really done well with women. The thing is I do believe if I really put myself out there and tried that I could meet someone. But I hate to say this, but something that kind of upsets me is if I ever do meet someone I think it is highly unlikely that they would look anything like the women that I see on those cam sites, social media sites etc when I do relapse. I kind of think to myself I mean how many guys on average in the real world are regularly getting sexually intimate with seriously attractive women? and then how many guys never regularly get sexually intimate with women that are as attractive as this? I mean it's no secret that you do see some guys who aren't even that attractive with seriously beautiful women. But I am just wondering how often something like this actually happens on average? I'll be honest I have seen some guys with women that I have found really unattractive and I have actually thought to myself that I would actually rather be single than be with women that I am not attracted to. But I feel like this is a bit of a problem if I am only really interested in really attractive women. I mean I hate to say this, but imagine some guy had a really unattractive girlfriend of wife. Is it any wonder that a guy like this would end up turning to porn?