Hello I am new here. So I'd like to start with my personal story. When I was 11 I started wearing womans cloths, Idk why but I got real turned on by it.. Over the years it became a nightly ritual. When I was around 18 I started putting ads on craigslist as a CD. Well eventually someone I met off craigslist asked me if I smoked meff, I said I have never heard of it. Well I smoked it and then I became crazy horny. And it never stopped. The real problem is that I learned to have a hands free orgasm from anal toying. But I think it's going to be extremely hard for me to quit because now when I use the restroom sometimes I start fapping.. And I need to find help with my meth addiction too. When I smoke meff I fap for days.. What should I do?