Hello it is Tosspot here. Newbie completed 30 days

Firstly thanks for having this site. It is much appreciated and when I read the stories I think you people are legends. I am in my early 50s and discovered the "joys" of thrashing myself at around 12 years old. It started with magazines and then videos and now with high speed internet i had really met my match. When I first started looking at porn it was quite soft and now I am checking out bukkakes and transwomen. I have just completed 30 days of NoFap. I did not join this site before as I did not believe I would do it. I have not pulled my pudding in 30 days. I have looked at minimal porn, in fact in the last week it has been about 10 minutes. I did not realize before what impact this hobby of mine was having on my mind and body. I have had problems completing and starting the task with women before and never attributed it to this. ED i guess you call it. I have had to use Kamagra to get me going and have had fun with that but my aim is not specifically a time-frame, but to be able to have sex with a woman without any chemical aid. I will just keep going. I am not in hard mode as I had sex with a couple of women within the 30 days. I had a strange experience with the first. She gave me a headjob which was surprising as she is quite shy. As good as it was I could not get wood. It was strange because I was actually aroused. The second I had some Kamagra and it was okay. I think I learned I was not really ready which was also fine. Some crazy things have happened in this 30 days. I chatted up one Asian lady in an office that I had not met. She told me what street she lived in but I did not get the number. But I did approach her. 3 days ago I walked up to a stunner at the local shopping centre and got her mobile number. I texted a couple of times for no response, but I am not deterred as at least I went up to her. The day before (day 27) I was angry and just being a prick. I should not have talked to anyone. I was somewhat despondent. The next day I felt incredible. That was when i chatted to the stunner. Again, I was so turned on. I was horny all day from sunrise until I went to bed. I did not have an erection though. It is a strange feeling but I suspect it is meant to be that way. You will eventually get aroused when you are intimate. I am happy with that. I would say most of the 30 days has been "flatline". I was worried until I read this site. This is the longest I have gone consciously. Before I have gone to Thailand for 21 days, 23 days and 26 days in the last 2 years and never fapped. Hell, what single guy would need to fap over there. Some interesting things have happened in the last 30 days. My eyesight has improved. I am more "there" when I talk to a person. Particularly the women. Except for a couple of shit days I have been quite calm and generally cheerful. I feel somewhat more confident. My exercise is fun. I have somehow put on weight but I am also oil pulling through my teeth (coconut oil) and since starting that 5 weeks ago all food tastes amazing (don't worry I am not here to talk about that kind of pulling in future). I am living with my mother as she is having a few difficulties. I have been much more pleasant to her and it gets better. I am doing online study. There are 15 topics which take 7 weeks each. I will complete my current topic tomorrow. I have done this in 7 days. NOT 7 weeks. My energy feels different. Before I was taking quite a number of vitamins. I hardly feel the need to take any. I told a friend that when I eventually cum I will wear sunglasses like Steve Irwin did when he confronted a spitting cobra - so I don't take my eye out. The longest I have gone before (but not consciously) was about 7 months and that was 30 years ago. I remember having women coming on to me then but it was a one year vegan stage and I was pretty much a pussy. I am curious to see what happens this time. I think the main gain is just to feel nicer about things. That is a win in itself.