Hello I am tryin nofap to get back to my natural state but I relapsed today.... I instantly regret it and the reason I relapse is almost always the same. Get envy of female orgasm, search for articles abt female orgasms, get even jealous, start to search about multiple orgasms and then porn to look at women orgasm and feel jealous of it. I wan to break this spell as I know its all in my head but it always makes me think that women have the better orgasms than men and then it will start the whole cycle again and relapsed. I really wan to stop this problematic sexual thought and behaviour, any help will be appreciated, thank you!