My name is Manuel! Honestly though, everyone who has ever cared for me has never called me by my actual name so for the most part I go by Manny, Meñin, etc. Let's see, I'm here because I have not felt accomplished in years. In short, I don't process rewards from small successes anymore. On the other hand, failure makes me depressed. Video games have always been a hobby of mine, but rewinding a decade or so that and porn has been more of an escape. I don't do either because I need to. It is a coping mechanism now that feeds a terrible anxiety. If I had the mindset I had when I was 12 I'd be on top of everything I sought to achieve. I am aware of this, but I haven't been successful yet in reshaping all(or any lol) of the negative commotion now in my head. This is the goal I want to work towards. Anyhow, looking forward to learning and growing alongside all of you!