hey guys!

Discussion in 'New to NoFap' started by beardedmetalhead, Jun 23, 2014.

  1. beardedmetalhead

    beardedmetalhead New Fapstronaut

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    I am a 30 year old male. I started fapping around the age of 6, I started looking at pictures around 10 and around the age 16 I got high speed internet and my addiction went crazy.

    I have been doing no fapping on and off for about 2 years since I heard about it. For about a year I was in a very serious relationship (luckily PMO turned to once a day to every other day) but it ended 2 months ago due to her having a lot of anger issues and being violent.

    I started PMOing like a madman, went into a hardcore depression, lost my 80k job, lost my life, and ended up in my parents house... Last week I somehow ended up on this site and then read a big pdf file on success stories... I looked at my life and relationships and realized that PMO has destroyed my life so many times so I decided to stop it all on june 14th until today.. I ended up edging twice and then PMO. I realized that reading everyone's post was very encouraging and gave me a lot of strength... but that isn't enough. I need a good accountability partner because as i stated in the porn addiction forum, my friends think I am crazy so I have no encouragement.

    This whole week of being PMO free was amazing and my life is getting together finally. I just need you guy's help.
     
  2. Dogwood

    Dogwood Fapstronaut

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