Hi all! (Introduction)

Discussion in 'New to NoFap' started by Jamjam20, May 2, 2015.

  1. Jamjam20

    Jamjam20 Fapstronaut

    Hello everyone,
    Today is my official first day as a fapstronaut :). I'm thoroughly excited. For starters, I was exposed to porn at the tender age of 6. I'm 20 and have been watching it ever since. I wouldn't say it's an addiction in the sense of having to watch it everyday, but it is definitely an addiction in how many years I have watched it. I've tried fighting it on my own and was successful for 7 whole months. Then one day I was left home alone (when I am extremely most vulnerable), and relapsed. I'm Christian, and I love and believe in God, and each time I watch porn or masturbate, the feeling of guilt and shame greatly overwhelms me because I know God is always watching. It's tough to stay pure mentally when we live in such a techno modernized world where sex nudity and sensuality are always exposed to you, wherever you go! I figured that I would begin to train my mind by staying away from television, but when I do that there's always some billboard or conversation that includes sex that you just cannot avoid. I just don't want this following me around my whole life. I have yet to have a relationship, and one of the greatest things I fear is that this will hinder my relationship when I do get into one. Now that I am 20, I want to be freed from this monster once and for all, and I know that it's not going to be a passive battle that can be won overnight. It's going to take prayer, dedication, and a good support system ( such as NoFap!). I'm so thankful already for this online community because it helps me to know that I am not the only one. I ask for continual support as I will support you guys, and continuous prayers as I will pray for you guys. Thank you so much for allowing me to share my story, and thank you even more to the ones who read and reply. God bless!
  2. nofapper3

    nofapper3 Fapstronaut

    6?! I thought mine was young at 10/11. Awesome you're doing this at 20, keep at it. I just finished my first week and it feels great. Best of luck to you and may God help you on this journey. I believe in Christ as well. Stay busy!
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