Hi Fellow Fapstronauts! Need to get Rid of this Sickness!

Hi,

I am 28 years old, Jobless (which will change this month), from India!
Started watching porn from college, so to speak its been more than 10 years!
The reason I want to stop watching porn is to really take control of my life, (Seriously)

Recently its been a hindrance as I started to enjoy more femdom stuff and cuckold porn, and its seems that slowly i have started to accept my defeat of not taking control of the situation.

I seriously think low of myself (as self esteem is seriouly low) cause of my body image issue and being single for the longest time, Courtesy of a girl, One sided love so to speak.

At the end I want to stop watching porn altogether!
This is my last resort, seriously i really want to succeed in life!
(Sorry for my bad English)

 

Firstly the desire to search new videos has been curbed now, once i joined.
As if this whole forum is an accountability partner.
I use to type the keywords for the desire stuff i wanted to see but yesterday that didn't happen. So I am quite relieved with this, the only thing i can say is that i could have joined earlier.
The plan is

1. Limited Usage of Internet.
2. Not venturing further seeing triggering words.
3. Exercise daily to keep a positive Attitude towards bettering myself.
4. Getting a Job this month is my first priority
5. Learning and mastering the desired skill i want to achieve.
6. Following my To do List without fail.
7. Keeping a Tab on why i need to stop curbing this desire so that to get to the bigger picture.

Let's see if i can keep this for 30 days as it will be a first for me.
The most success i had without porn was 2 days [Without nofap]