Hi. I got to this website thanks to my psychologist. She's real good, always looking for ways to help me. Please excuse me if my English is not perfect. I've been a sex addict for almost all my life. Long story short, I started with porn when I was 13, and used it during my teen years. I had my first girlfriend when I was 23. Used chat rooms to meet women and have sex. Had 3 major relationships. Lost my 8 year girlfriend when I was 33. Ever since, I've been alone, or had very short relationships. Lately I am feeling lonely. I quit my 7 year job about one month ago, and now I am currently looking for a new one. I am 38. I have problems with my memory and I am a little paranoid. I don't see porn as before, but I think I am already damaged. My relationships with women are not getting better or easier. Neither with the world. I am kind of a immature rebel who can't accept adulthood. That's all that comes to my mind right now. Thanks,
Erickcr, Welcome - glad you are here! Thanks for your introduction. I saw myself in it. pmo is a cycle of depression, elation, seeking and then a killer of relationships, mind, body and spirit. I found the 'getting started' guide a great help. If you haven't read it, download it and take a read. Keep us informed, L
