Hi, everybody, first of all, sorry for my English, I'm from south america, we don't speak English here. I hope really stick to this purpose of no faping, i'm in hard mode, that is, 90 days of no PMOing. Since I began with masturbation, (I was about 12 years long), the only time I stopped with this was for a span of a month, about 5 years ago, when a woman that I really loved, left me basically because I had an erectile dysfunction, so, I had not a real intention of improve myself, I just stopped for a feeling of sorrow, and after that, PMO, has been a Part of my life, since then I've been alone, I think that simply my actions doesn't show security. I even ended up getting involved with prostitutes just to be sure that I was able to have sex with a Woman, of course that's something that really hurt me a lot, after all, I was telling me unconsciously that I didn't deserve a real woman. I decided that all of that must stop now¡¡. this is my 41 day without PMO, and I really hoping for a change, I don't know what could happen after all of this, but I'll put everything of me in this effort.