Hi.

Hi everyone,

I've heard about this "Nofap" idea here and there for the past few months, and given my current situation, I'm going to give it my best shot.

I'll tell you some things to get a better idea of who I am.
Besides, the more familiar I am with people on here, I figure the more likely it will be that I follow through with this.

I'm nearly twenty years old. I go to the University of Wisconsin and have lived in this state my entire life.
I have extremely blonde hair and blue eyes. Some people would [do] joke that I'm "Hitler's wet dream." So I guess there's that.

But let me be honest. I'm not the most outgoing person.
I'm much more introverted than I'd care to be. My friend group is nearly non-existent, and I've never had a girlfriend in my life. I've always been a severe procrastinator for as long as I can remember.

But...
I've got even more background that could possibly explain these things:

I started "fapping" at a very young age. I won't go into details, but what I will say is this:
There hasn't been a span of >7 days in the past 9 years that I have gone without it.
NINE YEARS.
And in that same amount of time, I'd say porn was mostly consistent as well.
Yes, since 4th grade.

What a terrible thing, right? I didn't think so. Until this very moment, even, I hadn't fully considered the way I've been living my life. I'm even more convinced after seeing it typed out.

Of course, the way I've been living is no way to live, so I'm here to do something about that.

Nice to meet you all.

Clean