How do I get over my insecurity of a barely average tool and arousal from humiliating genres

Girth > Lenght

And as someone wise one said, is not the size of the boat but the motion of the ocean.

Thundersplace is legit a great place though, I must admit that even when I've never done any of the exercises, after following the place for over 15 years, lurking here and there, nowadays I'm feeling tempted to include some PP training into my routine, as I have seen the science of the site improve over the years, and the safety.