How I defeated it,,, the truth revealed

You have not fully recovered,, u still get aroused from Pixel,,, keep on moving, when u recover fully u wouldn't be aroused or finding it difficult to stop looking at Pixels,, don't stop booting,,, recovery takes 11months

 

Have u heard of someone withdrawing from food addiction having serious health issues as withdrawal symptoms?? Or depending on mood stabilizer to quit food addiction?,,,,,. All this fapstrunant saying sex can cause an addiction are into masturbation or porn,, masturbation and porn makes sex look like an addiction because it triggers the urge 50times more,,, shw me one fapstrunant in this group not masturbating, watching porn or consuming any dopamine releasing substance then I will believe one can be addicted to sex without doing this activities I listed above, I remember when I relapsed to porn in my 10th month of booting my sex urge increased 10times I began to think of have sex with different women at ones,, I just pity those fapstrunant that have been addicted from a very young age or haven't have any experience of sex, it will be almost imposible for them to go 11month hardmode, they will end up relapsing every month and going in circles until they give up their booting streak,,, the highest I have gone in hardmode is 18days it took me 4yrs to archieve that,,, this my method of softmode is the easiest,,, even with sex every week I went through hell to quit porn, you have no idea what porn addiction is,,, porn alters your digestive, respiratory, excretory & sex organs... Haven't u feel like u want to excrete when the urge comes?? Haven't u feel your heart beating fast when the urges come??,,,. After booting for 11month your respiratory, sex organs and digestive system will be disconnected from porn,,, my experience about this addiction is just massive,,, I will b dropping different experience on this trend when I recall,,,,. Watch your urine colour during booting it changes to yellow that's a sign of recovery, when u relapse to porn or binge your urine turns white back which means u have stop recovering,,, hw I noticed sex doesn't effect my booting was that anytime I have sex my urine is still yellow colour which means my brain is still healing,,, but when I relapse to porn my urine changes back to white which means my brain has stop recovering. From my 5th months of recovery I began to feel all the vains wired to my legs and hands by porn,,, weekly this veins reduced, I feel them pulling out from my eyes tongue legs faces, hands and brain as my booting progresses,, as those veins pullout u feel relieved and not feel about looking at Pixels. When u relapse those veins position back and u find yourself craving more for porn. When I have sex those veins doesn't position back it's also a sign I used to notice having sex is not a relapse...

 

Yes u need to stop any possible triggers, during my booting I stopped watching movies, Facebook, and disabled my WhatsApp status, it was not like movies and so was my problem, I was just avoiding triggers,, now I have healed completely I WhatsApp Facebook and watch movies daily.

 

During my booting I get aroused when I watch CNN and see those female journalist,,, I stop watching CNN as well to avoid triggers,,,, now I have recovered I watch CNN without getting aroused.

 

It faded away slowly,, u r not feeling like u r recovering maybe because u relapse occasionally,,, there's a major vein that has to be disconnected before I could say u r free from porn addiction. When that vein disconnects u will see Pixel and get urge but u wouldn't be feeling Sweetness in your sex organs and allover yourbody,, u b feeling sick when the urge comes like maleria or fever. That vein need to be disconnected otherwise u could relpse when u see Pixel. It take at least 11months for that vein to die off. When that vein die off u will feel it and tell yourself I have defeated porn forever... Relapsing always resurrect those veins that has died off.. don't worry u will quit porn the main thing is to stay focus,, try having sex weekly it helped me to quit porn addiction. Sex reduces the porn urges by say 50%. It's more like porn is an exam u need to defeat and sex is an examination malpractice that will aide u to defeat the exam.. 4get all those rumors saying sex got addiction, I have recovered twise and knw every secret,,, sex is natural,, don't masturbate as well, masturbation even without porn is a relapse. Porn wires millions of vein in your body to your brain.. every 14days those veins dies off, and as each veins dies off u feel yourself recovering, if u relapse some veins not all will resurrect,, let me explain it mathematically so u will understand. Say 100veins was connected to your body by porn. Every month 10veins dies off. In your 4thmonth 40veins has died off right making it 60veins to go and complete booting., if u relapse 20veins out of 40 that has died of will resurrect, making it 80veins alive that's y u feel chaser effects or want to binge. But if u wait till your 5th month without binging the 20veins that was ressurected due to relapse with 10veins that were supposed to die off in your 5th month will all die off that 5th month,, so from the nxt month u will have 50veins already dead and 40 to go,,, thats y I say even when u relapse don't give up. Watch your urine during recovery it turns yellow that's a sign of recovery....

 

Haha u r telling me that has recovered twise I don't know what I'm saying,, my urine colour changes,,, when my brain is healing or rather a major vein connected by porn in my body is healing my urine turns yellow, immediately it's done healing my urine turns white the normal colour, when another vein starts healing it turns yellow back, this is what I noticed during my recovery, I have fully recovered my urine is white as normal,,, I know what I'm saying dude.

 

The problem with replying u is that u don't even believe porn addiction exists.... But I know u can't go 1months without porn and masturbation without feeling the serious withdrawal effects.. and I knw u can go 1month without sex... I could predict u have not have sex 10times your entire life but u r saying sex got addiction... If u will agree with me porn addiction exists I will tell u secrets about porn addiction no doctor in this world will tell u... Take a mirror and look into your eyes u will see a horizontal red lines formed by tinny veins slash accross the middle of your eyes that's a sign of chronic porn addiction... If u think it's a coincidence check your other friends not doing porn u will not find that horizontal lines in their eyes...

 

Take a mirror and look into your eyes u will see a horizontal red lines formed by tinny veins slash accross the middle of your eyes that's a sign of chronic porn addiction... If u think it's a coincidence check your other friends not doing porn u will not find that horizontal lines in their eyes... I know what I'm saying, if I say something don't doubt I want to help u guys,,, because I promise if I could b free from this addiction I will help as much as I can to quit it.

 

3 fapstrunant confirm to me of having that same horizontal lines, maybe your Brian chemistry is different from mine goodbye...

 

Lol Not dropping veins,

Its rewiring,
Notice u feel restless or stretching when u get urges.. when u rewire u will not feel that again. During my booting I feel like tiny ants is working under my feet making me restless, most alchohol addicts also feel this. It reduced over time as my booting progresses. I also feel in my head a big sound or more like a concrete tube in my head, it later faded as my booting progresses,,, experience differs it depends on your body chemistry..

 

Lol Not dropping veins,

Its rewiring,
Notice u feel restless or stretching when u get urges.. when u rewire u will not feel that again. During my booting I feel like tiny ants is working under my feet making me restless, most alchohol addicts also feel this. It reduced over time as my booting progresses. I also feel in my head a big sound or more like a concrete tube in my head, it later faded as my booting progresses,,, experience differs it depends on your body chemistry..