During my longest streak (40 days), I became extremely emotional. I had mass feelings of guilt and pity. This led to 95% of my communications with others around me to be "down" and "lost". I am heterosexual and can confirm that I have P induced Ed. I've had several thoughts of suicide and have reached out to friends and family about it because I feel like no matter what I do (during these times of withdrawal) I feel like I'm making the wrong decisions. This is not a cry for help. I just want to know if by prolonging NoFap, you get a spike or some sort of T level boost because I become highly incompetent otherwise.