hey everyone i just wanted to start saying that im 17 and im addicted to masterbation and pornography. I started masterbating when i was 12 and i got addicted around 14-15 years old. I masterbate around 3-4 times a day while watching porn or even more if my day goes bad. I also masterbate when i feel some type of way. I really really really want to quit, im thinking about my future, getting with a girl and it doesn’t seem fair to me that im abusing my body and someone is going to have to deal with that in the future if i dont stop. I even did a purity ceremony where i literally told God that i would stop and i failed the first day. I don’t know what to do anymore. I barely feel shame or guilt. And its also sad that my ejaculation has started to be premature and barely anything comes out. So my health is now at risk.
its a long road to recovery and I'm on that same ship as you are. But things will look up... also you should probably see a medical professional about the ejaculation bit but hang in there you got this!
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