Hello guys! Nice to meet you all. I am a man of 22 years, I watched my first pornography when I was 14, at that moment I used to watch it almost every day. The worst part of watching porn is not the moment when you are watching, but after, because the only feeling that remains is horrible feeling of regret and shame. My current number of days without watching porn is 14 days, I just want to leave it, but its like my brain keeps bringing me back to this, and I know how bad it is, and this is desperating.
HI Moon Slayer! So awesome that you became a fapstronaut, ready to travel to a life filled with freedom and purity. I feel your struggles and pain. You're very right to say that it's mostly after watching porn when you get that awful feeling, the brain fog, the depression-like state, the negative feelings. May this be a motivation for you and I. We don't want to feel miserable. And the solution is simple: stop watching porn and stop masturbating. The difficult part is to actually abstain from it. But I know for sure, that you have that strength in you. You deserve a bright future! So it's a very good thing you did, coming to this forum and seeking support and help from the NoFap communiy. Together, we will win this fight! Don't lose hope. My prayers are with you! PS: You are braver than me, since your maximum of porn-free days is 14, my max is only 7. (So congrats on that victory, mate!)
