I need help! (Again!)

I'm a 13 yrs old male, who have been struggling with porn related issues. I relapsed a few days ago and i feel terrible. I think you don't know but i have A transwoman Fetish but that's not the point of this post. When i relapsed, i was looking into anime porn, and then a image of a loli appeared (Probably she was 11 to 13ish yrs old, not irl tho just 2D) and i felt aroused, well, first of all: I got very scared, because normally loli was linked to pedophilia or some shit like that. I think it's considered a "normal behaviour" a 13 year old dude get aroused by 11 to 13ish year old lolis, i just think my porn tastes had escalated, again. Ok, my REAL fear about all this is the following:

If i still consume until my 18's and i still feel aroused for lolis, that would be a pedophilic behaviour, right?

I literally feel disgusted about all this, and i don't know how to tell my parents about all this.

I want to know your guys opinions about this, and if think you can help me, please, reply to this post.

 

Man you gotta just quit. You've escalated a lot further at such a young age than most people on here. Just quit porn there's nothing else to it.

 

So basically, i'm fucked up right?

 

I escalated to ts porn but couldn't watch full videos because it disgusted me. During my entire addiction I've probably watched less than 20 ts videos.Actually it was a signal for me that I escalated and needed to quit. You're not fucked if you man up and quit. I suggest daily exercise and reading the bible. Squats really help relieve the urges. You're still young and can do it. I actually recovered when I was in 10th grade before being sucked back because I listened to my friend to start watching it again. Don't worry you will be fine.