I relapsed Again

The day started well with me being super productive in the morning. Then I visited my cousin',playing a couple of games with him. I was a bit sick with my sore throat so I got home quite early. After having my lunch and a quick nap, I would turn on porn and PMO but not today. I turned off my phone after being exposed to P for a couple of minutes and worked out. It really helped me forget the urge of porn. Later at night, I tried to be productive and went to bed early. But it was so damn hard to do so. After tossing and turning for 30 minutes, I decided to P with the thought that maybe doing it would eventually got me to sleep easier. So I relapsed. Yikes. I felt like I could not escape the thought of P and PMO, it just came creeping to me no matter what. I guess this resets my streak. Day 1 all over again !

 

thank you so much bro ! i will keep that in mind

 

Day 2 update: Today went pretty well with me being productive the entire day. After finishing a class in the afternoon, I took a tennis course with my cousin. I could really feel the power growing up. Right now I just need to find something to do in a couple of hours before bed and it is all done for today.