I've been to day 30+ once already, 73 days. It wasnt a good monk mode. There was peeking (instagram), fantasies, and a little edging. I noticed improvements with a little more self confidence. But my PIED is still here. I think porn is the issue and WANTING to MO. I wasnt that serious about starting to MO and looking at insta models bc I thought semen retention would take over. Porn is the problem. Not just not doing it/avoiding it. But getting to the point where I don't want to anymore. This would help, but not solve my PIED problems. But I'm going to make from today (Day 1) to Day 30 (hard/monk mode). I am going to make it to Day 30. I will guarantee you that. Without looking, fantasizing, or thinking about P. It's going to be hard bc of my life rn but regardless i am making it to day 30, at least. I'll be back here at Day 30, peace.
