Hi all, This is my first post, but it really seems like this could be a tool that can help me achieve the self-mastery that I so desire. I've been jerking the bird for so many years now, it's ridiculous to me. I'm an artist (painter, mostly), a musician, and a meditator and I seriously want to use all of the life force, that is currently leaking out of my body and into the toilet, towards my art and music, and I have read numerous times that stored semen has great potential energy that helps to still the mind and allows for deeper and deeper meditations. These are my real goals for quitting masturbation. I don't feel like a bad person and I have strong relationships with everyone in my life. I just want to STOP WAISTING MY PRECIOUS ENERGY and start focusing it into areas of my life that will help me achieve my goals in life.
Day 2 Here's my second post and even if nobody is reading, it's good to do this practice i think. Trying to not look at Ts & As at work, on the way to and fro work, ...anywhere actually. i know that if i start looking, it's just a matter of time til i give in. I hope my timer shows on this post. -That's the coolest part i think Lord, please let me focus my energies into the things that enrich my life, my relationships, and my work - and not into the complete waste of life that masturbation is. Keepin on!
Porn and You This is a painting i did a bunch of years ago. I call it, "Your Television and You". But it could easily be called "Porn and You" or anything like that. I would imagine we can all relate with this one. - btw prints are available. I still have the original too. If anyone is interested in purchasing, send me a message.
That's a sick picture. I don't watch television but I can see the correlation. http://emergency.nofap.org - bookmark it and use the "relapse" link. It works best if you don't refresh it but just take what you need and move on. Best of luck, stay strong! - VM
Wow - thats crazy good art skills - amazing representation of my entire life - you have a real and true talent Dont let something that great and unique fall victim to PMO addiction brother You are very talented and have a lot to share with the world through your art - very motivating in the reflective nature of utter helplessness to addiction - very very well done
