Can someone please clarify for me where this strange desire comes from? I've been addicted to porn for almost half of my life. It has got to the point where I am into porn that I could never fathom in years prior. Much of it being transgendered person porn. I don't know where this desire comes from. I have been through many relapses, at this point I have been sober (no porn/masturbation) for a week. I am a good looking guy, and I have had many girlfriends in my life. As of right now, I am utilizing the dating app known as Tinder, where I have had a descent amount of dates. Today, I came across a transwoman, and the same desire was there to sleep with "her" or more appropriately, him. It's not that I see myself attracted to the penis, but more just putting mine in their butt. I am also very desperate to try anal. I know this all sounds so twisted, and I sound like a man horn-up out of his mind. But I would really appreciate some advice on the matter. Does this strange attraction ever fade away?
Basically it is not at all unusal for straight guys to end up jerking it to transgendered person porn. "Escalation" kinto genres previously thought disturbing happens a lot. Many report that these desires go away after a period of abstinence. Often. Many stories here: https://www.yourbrainonporn.com/search/node/transexual
Well man, I don't experience this kind of feelings, but I consider it not to be normal, I think is what porn did with your mind, and.. that, by cleaning, you're going to realize that you were wrong wanting to do these kind of things.
I've gone through similar fetish. Do some search on the words sissy fetish or hypnosis. Lot of threads to be studied. For sure you can grow out of this "fantasy". You better do NOT take the step in real life to a transgendered person. It will make you life far worse, I promise you. And tinder? Throw it away if you love your life.
