It is amazing how porn ruins lives

Discussion in 'Porn Addiction' started by fapequalsdeath, Dec 29, 2019.

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    fapequalsdeath Fapstronaut

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    So I was watching the 40 year old virgin movie and the woman that the main charcter got together with reminded me of Jenni Lee. The movie was funny and got good jokes, unfortunately I am a virgin just like the main charcter and felt bad about it. That ultimately made me feel bad and lead me to pornhub instantly. Just went ahead and typed "Jenni Lee" compilation(cause you want maximum stimulus after all) and busted a nut pretty fast. Anyway, what happened was I read the comments and there were people saying how Jenni Lee is practically homeless and lives in the underground sewers of LA.
    I followed the link and was shocked when I saw her:

    From "hero" (in a bad way) to 0, so fast. The worst thing is when you consume porn, you are just using it as a means to and end. Oooh i'm horny i'll just fap, regardless that the pornstar is now living in a sewer and the porn industry is generally disgusting. Regardless that my relationships and life are suffering, and using porn is just to forget bout problems temporarily. I even saw one cute pornstar cry while the scene. Not defending the pornstars, they made their choice and some suffer the grim consequences. But so do we. Not only by watching we contribute to this industry, but also bring it's problems and shortcomings to our lives, which impact not only us, but those around us.
    I wish porn wasn't as dominant in our culture, but it is. And I think each man has a moral responsibility to deal with it. I may not be physically in the sewers like Jenni Lee, but many times porn has made feel emotionally that way. Pure devastation of one's heart,potential and vibrance. Such a waste, all those years jerking again and again. Instead pursuing what's meaningful. Makes me wanna cry but I can't. Maybe i'm too broken, barely can cry. since I was little. It is truly amazing how something seemingly little as porn, can leave such a big imprint on one's life. Don't know if the shame and trauma is going to be fixed in years. I just hope I can reach a point in my life where I feel no more guilt and i'm actually ok with myself.
     
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  2. Not to be a stickler but I think that is under Las Vegas, Nevada....not Los Angeles.
     
  3. I find myself watching documentaries and interviews of those people quite often lolol
     
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    fapequalsdeath Fapstronaut

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    Yeah, my bad about the location. Still the idea is the same.
     
  5. we are all gonna de and go to hell anyway and there are better dopamine sources than porn. porn gives a lot of dopamine but its unaturally excessive which leads to fapping and then dopamine reaches 0
     

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