It's easy when you feel like this, but it doesn't last?

At the moment I don't feel like I have a sex drive. I don't feel turned on at the thought of using porn, but I also don't feel turned on at the thought of any kind of sexual activity.

I actually prefer feeling this way. But the issue is it never lasts long. Probably by tomorrow or the next day I will likely experience a huge sexual urge.

The issue is the porn feels much easier to refuse when I feel the way I do the now. But when I begin to feel sexually aroused very easily all of a sudden the porn becomes super appealing and exciting, which makes it much more difficult to stay away from.